Wednesday, April 16, 2008

"I'm not quite sure I'm ready to end up anywhere."

It’s so weird when you find yourself no longer needing what you thought you really wanted. It really blows my mind. I love “Eureka!” moments and this year has been full of them. I’m very thankful for the clarity and new found self love/respect.

I’m just doing a bit of blabbering here but sometimes I feel different- like, I’m set apart from most people… even some of my friends. I love them, I relate to them, they are some of the most important people in the world as far as I’m concerned… but there is something there that separates us. It’s not good or bad… it’s just there. I’m not above anyone, by any means… I’m just set to the side. I don’t know how to make this come out without sounding elitist or uppity. Maybe I don’t really know what I’m talking about- that can often be the case. I just mean that sometimes I feel like I am meant for something really special- this bigger idea that I can’t quite grasp. Whatever that might be, I’m on the watch for it. I don’t know... these thoughts need work. They don’t sound right. Bahhh just scratch all of this.

If I could have any super power in the whole wide world it would probably be to always correctly spell every word I write. I hate my spelling mistakes. They destroy my credibility as a somewhat intelligent person. Eh, oh well. I guess I’m just not intelligent. At least I am the world’s greatest hugger. Print it up, put it on a coffee mug, and just present it to me.

I am SO excited about this summer. WHY? I’ll tell you.
- Unlimited organic foods and kitchen access
- My Ms. Monica and Oak Forest (paychecks!)
- Longview Yoga Center and other fitness sundries
- Jasmine
- Newcastle and other exciting locations
- Free laundry facilities

In other news: "Book 'em, Dan-O! I'm (down) 5-O (lbs.)!!!!"

*Self note: Buy more Neko Case and Loudon Wainwright III